I got in my car anyway to go to the Mardi Gras parade in downtown Lawrence after I watched a video online of three ICE agents pushing a Lawrence man to the ground, handcuffing him, and taking him away. The air was warm for February, the sun was hidden behind a bank of clouds. The wind and the mood was up, but between and betwixt we were asking each other, "Did you hear?" Then holding hands or nodding or saying we were freaked out or expected it or nothing at all before dancin