Spartan Press, 2017. $12. Signed copies available through the author here. In Lawrence, pick up your copy at The Raven Bookstore, or Signs of Life, and at the Yoga Center of Lawrence, all in downtown Lawrence; available on Amazon.
“All spiritual journeys have a destination of which the traveler is unaware," Martin Buber writes, and in this collection of embodied poetry, Caryn Mirriam-Goldberg journeys into the cusp of art and soul to explore what it is to be a body across life changes and ages. The poems here speak to poetry in motion as well as breathing into the deeper experience of yoga and embodiment. Whether you practice yoga or not, these poems can expand your perspective of living in and being a body in motion and stillness, youth and age, alone and with others.
Listen to Caryn reading from Following the Curve on New Letters on the Air here
Read a review by Roy Beckemeyer in River City Poetry.
Excerpt: I Love This Body That's Not the Way I Thought
like I love lightning, and especially its aftermath:
a horizon balancing blue sky, dying thunderheads,
faint stars, open space—the whole world stretching
its arms two directions at once, just as I do,
shaking myself steady, remembering how this body loves
miles of sidewalk diminishing into a faint path
made by deer with genius for merging the visible.
I love the walk out of what I thought even if
my feet hurt, I'm scared by the blank stare of the sun,
or I've surrendered to how the subway sways its chant
along my spine as it cups this body in its seat.
I love the flash of yearning that turns this body
toward the dark or bright branches of sex or dreams,
all this weather informs these limbs and muscles
in the seasons that come and go, or that came and went:
the mechanisms of cell-building, the three children
from that flint-on-flint spark, the years before
walking sunsets out of housing developments,
and earlier, the fast slim legs that galloped me
down long apartment hallways as the girl
who knew how to tell herself to stay curious,
just as the woman who woke from the old pain,
and put on her walking shoes to head out into billions
of atoms shifting into fire or flower at every turn.
Table of Contents
Following the Curve
Hold to the Center
The Women Learn the Invocation to Patanjali
Getting Started
Healing
Child's Pose (Balasana)
Am I My Feet?
Downward-Facing Dog (Adho Mukha Svanasana)
The Yoga of Illness
I Love This Body That's Not the Way I Thought
Mountain (Tadasana)
In the Middle of the Yoga Studio
The Dead Poets' Yoga Class
Sun Salutation (Suyra Namaskar)
The Yoga of Memory
Finding the Fire (Tapas)
Warrior II (Virabhadrasana II)
Body of Time
Triangle (Trikonasana)
The Yoga of Injustice, Betrayal, and Anxiety
Self-Study (Svadhyaya)
Tree (Vrksasana)
The Yoga of Trees
Balancing on the Equinox
Half Moon (Ardha Chandrasana)
What the Ocean Can Know of a Body
Find Your Seat (Uktakasana)
The Yoga of Old Wounds
Devotion (Ishvara-Pranidhara)
Prayer Twist (Namaskar Parsvakonasana)
Let the Body Speak
The Dharma of the Arms
Forearm Plank (Makara Adho Mukha Svanasana)
Pigeon (Kapotasana)
Headstand (Sirsasana)
Why I Do Yoga on the Tenth Anniversary of My Father's Death
I Sing to My Bones
The Yoga of Forgiveness
Yoga Class Overlooking Four Oxen, Three Cars, Two Pick-Up Trucks, and One Blue Heron
What's Pure (Saucha)
The Yoga of Sex
The Holy
Corpse Pose (Savasana) at the End of Yoga Class
Contentment (Santosh)
Your Body is a Conversation With the World