"'Nothing prepares you for the real,' writes Caryn Mirriam-Goldberg in this soaring flock of tones and images that is this wonderful book of poems. Nothing prepares us, and so we stumble and fall and break into blossom, bite persimmons, and birth ourselves again and again. How any of us weather the darkening climate of these times is a wonder; it is such books as this that help us breathe." -- David Abram, author of The Spell of the Sensuous.
"Caryn Mirriam-Goldberg's voice is imbued with love, humor and wisdom. She wields plain words powerfully. Her comprehension of nature borders on the absolute. Her wonderful poems state the seamlessness of the cosmic and mundane, the molten paradoxes of intimacy and otherness, identity and separation." -- Stephanie Mills, author of Epicurian Simplicity and In Search of the Wild.
"These noble, ecstatic poems reflect a woman on the edge of life and death. She runs like any animal into the dark 'that isn't so dark' and with new eyes sees there what sustains her -- a different light, a hidden room, hope and healing. Her words capture the richness of Kansas landscape and the internal wildness of animals that feed our very existence, give us courage to breathe in every minute and move on." -- Perie Longo, author, The Privacy of Wind.
"Animals in the House is a collection of poems that celebrates the power of the natural world to shape us into what we're meant to be. These poems lift us out of the container we call our selves, shape us toward trusting what we can never completely know, place us more firmly on the trustworthy ground of earth that has the power to heal and renew." -- Renee Gregorio, author, The Storm That Tames Us.
When I was a girl I didn't know
I was a girl. I thought I was
more of a pigment, a choral tone,
some kind of weather that disrupts
everyone's life in the living room.
I knocked over the cast iron iron again,
and this time it broke. How could
you break an iron iron? they yelled,
but how could I not? The weight of
metal on the earth, wanting to return.
When money was missing, I thought surely
I must have taken it.
When it rained, a hurricane this time,
I thought, see what you've done now.
I didn't believe in cause and effect, elements of
surprise, or the slim chance meetings
that changed everyone's lives. I didn't know
that people were supposed to end,
contained as vases to hold
whatever you gave them.
I thought we were more like land, islands even,
unfurling in the brown haze of the sea.
I thought there was water everywhere,
pouring us into changeable shapes –
leaf or puppy or branch. All falling
toward wherever we came from
not afraid or surprised,
not bad or tricked into good.
All falling back into the horizons that come
each evening to meet the fire.